Best thing i ever had

Best Thing I Never Had
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must've been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you
Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now
So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real yo
Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now
I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the, best thing you never had.
Best thing you never had!
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh I will never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
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i kinda feel so lucky when i listen to this song. the best thing i never had. i try to ask myself, what is the best thing i never had? fortunately for now, i think i have everything i need. yeaa, not everything i want of course. haha. but thank God i clearly realize that i already have what is called the best thing in life. my family, my friends. yaya, i know what i'm talking here is not the same with the situation of the song. but who cares? i got everything i need, and i'm happy. haha.

so, here are the 5 things i love about today :

1. Waking up before my alarm waking me up.

2. I fried pempek by myself *proud*

3. Watching a funny chef fried our order at Benihana Restaurant

4. Window shopping with my bro and his friends

5. Dinner with daddy, bros and his girlfriend 

Words and Music

Words & Music 
You be words, and I'll be music
Ain't you heard, that's how they do it?
You're a poem when you're on your own
I'll try not to get in your way
But I've all the poems I have known, baby, you give me something to say

I'll be words, and you'll be music
I concur, I can't refuse it
You're a sad little tune by yourself
So lovely I wanna sing along
If there's one thing I know I can tell, when we get together we're a song

Whenever I'm with you it's true it's
Everything you say and do it's
Words & music, you & I

Listen here, I've gotta say it
It's so clear, the way we should play it
I will carry you, together we'll float through the sky
We can marry too, together just look at us fly

Whenever I'm with you it's true it's
Everything you say and do it's
Words & music, you & I

When we fight it's rock & roll
When we make it up, it's soul
And in the meanwhile, freestyle, play-by-ear, improvise
It's clear we go together, it's been like this forever
You & I and words & music

Whenever I'm with you it's true it's
Everything you say and do it's true
You and I are, you and I are
You and I are words & music
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5 things that makes me happy today :

1. Waking up for the 2nd time with nobody's around. just me, and it's so peaceful. (yes, 2nd. because the 1st time i wake up this morning is because my bro! haha. it's so hard to sleep again, but i did it! ;P)  

2. Eat my breakfast with a bowl of milo cereal cover with a cold milo milk. heaven!

3. Browsing with my hair wet after showering.

4. Did a self-photoshoot and planning to post it here.

5. My dad is home and asking me what to eat for tonight.

well, i'm trying to enjoy this not-doing-anything day from now on. i'm quite sure i'll miss this day, someday. haha ;)

someone like you

what do you feel when there is someone who remember exactly what is your clothes and how your hair looks like when the first time he saw you? i feel like flying. haha. yea, that feeling was amazing. like.. how come someone like "you" remember me when i don't do the same thing to you? 

sweet  :)

here is some self-photoshoot ;)

when you're gone

hello, can you see me here?

ah, look like you never notice me..

but i always hope you will be here with me.. yes, here.. right beside me....

or should i just go to where you are?

umm, wait...

i think i have a problem here. i can't move. i can't go to where you are..

 why? 

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Because you never ask me to  .....