New Year

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 !

Thank you 2011!

finally, new year! 2012.. too many things to do this year. and too many wishes for this year also. graduate from college, get a job, lose some weight, find someone to rely on, travelling around the world, and many more ;)

Saw this on someone's blog, and decided to post it here just to flashback what happened in 2011, here it is :

Gotten a new piercing.
Dyed my hair.
Ended a relationship.
Started a new relationship.
Been on a long a car journey.
Passed an exam.
Met someone who’s now an important part of my life.
Cried on someone’s shoulder.
Had a massive fight with a boyfriend.
Recieved flowers.
Had a Valentine.
Written a letter using pen and paper.
Gone to see a therapist.
Been prescriped medication by a doctor.
Read a really good book.
Gone to the zoo.
Spent too much money on unnecessary things.
Travelled by train.
Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
Spent a day out in the sun getting a tan.
Slammed a door out of frustration.
Had an anxiety attack.
Babysat for a friend’s child.
Had a BBQ.
Gone to the fair.
Gone bowling.
Seen a film at the cinema in 3D.
Gone on a date.
Been the only sober one on a night out.
Helped someone home after they’d had too much to drink.
Stayed up all night.
Talked on the phone for over two hours.
Supported someone who’d recieved bad news.
Watched some kind of live sporting event.
Read an entire book in one day.
Bought a DVD the day it was released.
Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.
Cried as a result of exam stress.
Met some incredible new people.
Gone to several great parties.
Fallen backwards off a chair.
Broken my glasses.
Worn a watch for the first time in years.
Cried over someone in my past.
Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet.
Thrown up due to food poisoning.
Cried over a film.
Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-boyfriend.
Fought with someone in public.

part of my mind

did i even exist in someone else's mind? no no, i won't make you guys judge me as a pathetic here. haha. i have so many people on my mind lately. reminiscing the good old-times. how happy we are that day. just like that. it would be nice if someone do the same thing as mine also. here's some :

To : you, who never hold my hands ;p

i remember when i got jealous because you pay more attention to someone else. i sit near you that time, but decided to move to another chair before she get burn, and i didn't forget to make a loud noise when i'm moving. haha. i don't know if you understand that "loud noise" means. haha!

To : you, who stole my attention

looking at you secretly from 2nd floor, because your like hanging out with your friends in front of the class. and 2nd floor is the right place to secretly smile when you do something silly or laughing out loud ;p

To : you, who broke my heart

i remember you run quickly to my room when i'm sick, you bought me a doll (stingrays) just because i can't take my eyes off it, i also remember how you sing a song and play guitar in front of me, because i melted at that time. haha. and i also remember when i'm crying out loud because suddenly you are not mine anymore.

To : you, who always there to support me

i remember when we first know each other, and found out so many similarity between us. we chat for the first time when i'm broken, until now. i'm happy to have you :)

To : you, who promise and broke it

what can i say about you.. mm, player? haha. yes. that's it!  p l a y e r.

i play this song repeatedly lately. enjoy :)

opposite

Librarian - My Morning Jacket

Walk across the courtyard, towards the library.
I can hear the insects buzz and the leaves 'neath my feet...
Ramble up the stairwell, into the hall of books...
Since we got the interweb these hardly get used.
Duck into the men's room... combing thru my hair...
When god gave us mirrors he had no idea...
Looking for a lesson in the periodicals...
There I spy you listening to the AM radio...
Karen of the carpenters- singing in the rain...
Another lovely victim of the mirror's evil way.
It's not like you're not trying, with a pencil in your hair
To defy the beauty the good lord put in there... /librarian.html ]
Simple little bookworm- buried underneath...
Is the sexiest librarian... take off those glasses and let down your hair for me.
So I watch you thru the bookcase- imaging a scene:
You and I at dinner, spending time, then to sleep.
And what then would I say to you- lying there in bed?
These words, with a kiss, I would plant in your head:
"what is it inside our heads that makes us do the opposite?
Makes us do the opposite of what's right for us?
Cause everything'd be great... and everything'd be good...
If everybody gave... like everybody could."
Sweetest little bookworm. hidden underneath...
Is the sexiest librarian...
Take off those glasses and let your hair down for me.
Take off those glasses and let your hair down for me.
Simple little beauty- heaven in your breath.
The simplest of pleasures- the world at it's best.

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here's my favorite part of the song :

"what is it inside our heads that makes us do the opposite?

Makes us do the opposite of what's right for us?

Cause everything'd be great... and everything'd be good...

If everybody gave... like everybody could."  

yes, what is it inside our heads that makes us do the opposite?

well, this heart and brain always do the opposite right? 

already 3 weeks since i'm back to college after my super long holiday. and ohh.... it's been a hectic last semester. yes, this is my last semester in college. and if everything going right, i'll graduate on July 2012 *crossingfingers*

You're Loveable

if you watch Running Man, you'll know the person who is singing in this video. yea, it's Spartaaa kooks hahahaha..
the first time i hear this song is in the korean drama called Dream High, and fell in love with it. and surprised after watching Running Man because this Spartaa Kooks is the one who sing this lovely song ;)


well, i just came back from my super long holiday, yea.. until now i still on holiday btw ;p
what can i say... my holiday is super awesome! many dramas :p but it worth to be remembered. i like this spontaneous holiday the most! :)

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and the person who will always stay beside you is your bff.

but, the only person who will always support you from the back is just your family.

no matter how good my friends are, there will be time that they're not around when i need them the most.

and when that time comes.. i just need to stay where i am, and my family will be there..

i love my family so so so so much! *kisses and hugs*

Sunshine

Sweet Disposition
Sweet Disposition
Never to soon
Ohh wreck less abandon
Like no ones
Watching you
A moment, a love, a dream, aloud
A kiss, a cry, our rights, our wrongs
So stay there
Cause i'll be coming over
And while our bloods still young
It's so young it runs
We wont stop till it's over
Won't stop to surrender
Songs of desperation
I played them for you
A moment, a love, a dream ,aloud
A kiss, a cry, our rights, ours wrongs
A moment ohh...
So stay there
Cause i'll be coming over
And while our bloods still young
It's so young it runs
We won't stop till its over
Won't stop to surrender
A moment, a love, a dream, aloud
A kiss, a cry, our rights, ours wrongs
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this is the soundtrack of 500 Days of Summer. everytime i listen to this song, i remember the scene when Joseph Gordon-Levitt (Tom) and Zooey Deschanel (Summer) on a train, chatting while sunshine covering their face. that is super sweet!

this pictures taken with my digicam, and accidentaly i set the camera wrong. i used to set it auto, but this time it's manual. but look how the pictures turn out! i like it! haha. i didn't do anything to these pictures ;)

5 things that make this day special :

1. I got a message from my lecturer about my exam's score. oh dear, this course is the one that i most worried about! and thank God, i got a good final score! ;)

2. I watched The Fighters today, and found out this cute guy! Mark Wahlberg :*

3. I'll go home on Friday! yay! 

4. Have another self-photoshoot.

5. When i need some afternoon snack, here this very last Yakult left in the refrigerator. oh, i love this feelings. haha. ;)