Sunshine

Sweet Disposition
Sweet Disposition
Never to soon
Ohh wreck less abandon
Like no ones
Watching you
A moment, a love, a dream, aloud
A kiss, a cry, our rights, our wrongs
So stay there
Cause i'll be coming over
And while our bloods still young
It's so young it runs
We wont stop till it's over
Won't stop to surrender
Songs of desperation
I played them for you
A moment, a love, a dream ,aloud
A kiss, a cry, our rights, ours wrongs
A moment ohh...
So stay there
Cause i'll be coming over
And while our bloods still young
It's so young it runs
We won't stop till its over
Won't stop to surrender
A moment, a love, a dream, aloud
A kiss, a cry, our rights, ours wrongs
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this is the soundtrack of 500 Days of Summer. everytime i listen to this song, i remember the scene when Joseph Gordon-Levitt (Tom) and Zooey Deschanel (Summer) on a train, chatting while sunshine covering their face. that is super sweet!

this pictures taken with my digicam, and accidentaly i set the camera wrong. i used to set it auto, but this time it's manual. but look how the pictures turn out! i like it! haha. i didn't do anything to these pictures ;)

5 things that make this day special :

1. I got a message from my lecturer about my exam's score. oh dear, this course is the one that i most worried about! and thank God, i got a good final score! ;)

2. I watched The Fighters today, and found out this cute guy! Mark Wahlberg :*

3. I'll go home on Friday! yay! 

4. Have another self-photoshoot.

5. When i need some afternoon snack, here this very last Yakult left in the refrigerator. oh, i love this feelings. haha. ;)

You let me fall too deep

And i once again walking through the wrong door
without space to stand
after a long long journey
i still can't find the right door
to be inside your tiny little heart
maybe it's my fault
or maybe you should give a clue
or simply just give it more space
just a tiny space..
so i can fit to it
i think i should give up
i think there's no chance..
if you think i will never fit to you,
just don't let me fall..
too deep.
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believe me, it's just some random words that keep running in my head when i listen to this video. there's no relation to my private life. actually, the lyric and my random words are completely not connected. haha. then i'll say it once again.. who cares? ;) isn't that the way a song should be? stuck in your head everytime you did something, simply because you did the same thing  when you listen to the song for the first time? and what happen to me now, i listen to the song, and there are those words inside my head.

and here we go again! the 5 things that made my day (and again, it's 12.42am already, so..let's call it yesterday) :

1. Watching Modern Family again and in the end, i hate it when the season two is done. God, i want more! 

2. One of my exam's score is out, and thank God it's good ;)

3. Browsing through youtube, and found out so many good videos. promise to share some later.

4. Finally found my long lost sleep pant! God, i looove it. soo comfortable.

5. ................ this is hard. maybe just 4 things for today ;)

Don't Let Me Fall
Underneath the moon, underneath the stars
Here's a little heart for you
Up above the world, up above it all
Here's a hand to hold on to

But if I should break, if I should fall away
What am I to do?
I need someone to take a little of the weight
Or I'll fall through

You're just the one that I've been waiting for
I'll give you all that I have to give and more
But don't let me fall

Take a little time, walk a little line
Get the balance right
Give a little love, gimme just enough
So that I can hang on tight

We will be alright, I'll be by your side
I won't let you down
But I gotta know no matter how things go
That you will be alright

You're just the one that I've been waiting for
I'll give you all that I have to give and more
But don't let me fall, don't let me fall

Underneath the moon, underneath the stars
Here's a little heart for you
Up above the world, up above it all
Here's a hand to hold on to

You're just the one that I've been waiting for
I'll give you all that I have to give and more
But don't let me fall

You'll be the one that I'll love forever more
I'll be here holding you high above it all
But don't let me fall

I wish they've made you portable

Adelaide Sky
I need to know what's on your mind
These coffee cups are getting cold
Mind the people passing by
They don't know I'll be leaving soon


I'll fly away tomorrow
To far away
I'll admit a cliché
Things won't be the same without you


I'll be looking at my window seeing Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember
I'll be hearing my own foot steps under Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember me


I'll let you know what's on my mind
I wish they've made you portable
Then I'll carry you around and round
I bet you'll look good on me
I'll fly away tomorrow
It's been fun
I'll repeat the cliché
Things won't be the same without you


I'll be looking at my window seeing Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember
I'll be hearing my own foot steps under Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember me


I've been meaning to call you soon
But we're in different times
You might not be home now
Would you take a message
I'll try to stay awake
And fight your presence in my head


I'll be looking at my window seeing Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember
I'll be hearing my own foot steps under Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember me
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This song is gonna be my all time favorite song!

I just want to share the 5 things that makes me happy today, yesterday to be exact. since it's already 12.51 am now. here we go :

1. Having Shihlin and Quickly as my lunch

2. Doing a movie marathon while chewing my lunch. (Modern Family is my latest fave of tv series, it's so funny!)

3. Sending my 2nd bro to the airport with his gf, my dad, and my 1st bro. take care there, kodi. we'll miss you for sure :)

4. Having dinner with my 2nd bro's gf, just the two of us.

5. Reach level 51 on Solitaire (IN 2 DAYS). mwahahahahaha ;p

Enough said.

Best thing i ever had

Best Thing I Never Had
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must've been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you
Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now
So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real yo
Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now
I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the, best thing you never had.
Best thing you never had!
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh I will never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
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i kinda feel so lucky when i listen to this song. the best thing i never had. i try to ask myself, what is the best thing i never had? fortunately for now, i think i have everything i need. yeaa, not everything i want of course. haha. but thank God i clearly realize that i already have what is called the best thing in life. my family, my friends. yaya, i know what i'm talking here is not the same with the situation of the song. but who cares? i got everything i need, and i'm happy. haha.

so, here are the 5 things i love about today :

1. Waking up before my alarm waking me up.

2. I fried pempek by myself *proud*

3. Watching a funny chef fried our order at Benihana Restaurant

4. Window shopping with my bro and his friends

5. Dinner with daddy, bros and his girlfriend 

latest crush

here is my latest crush. Joseph Vincent ! oh his voice.. oh his face.. haha! 
this is one of his song that become my fave ;) i do ever mention him before. but who cares? *smooch*



Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay

Remember the first time we met
You was at the mall wit yo friend
I was scared to approach ya
But then you came closer
Hopin' you would give me a chance

Who would have ever knew
That we would ever be more than friends
We're real worldwide, breakin all the rules
She like a song played again and again

That girl, like somethin off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is a gun to my holster
She's runnin through my mind all day, ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay

See you been all around the globe
Not once did you leave my mind
We talk on the phone, from night til the morn
Girl you really changed my life
Doin things I never do
I'm in the kitchin cookin things she likes

We're real worldwide, breakin all the rules
Someday I wanna make you my wife
That girl, like somethin off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is the gun to my holster
She's runnin through my mind all day, ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay

Coldplay - Yellow

Look at the stars, 
Look how they shine for you, 
And everything you do, 
Yeah they were all yellow, 

I came along 
I wrote a song for you 
And all the things you do 
And it was called yellow 

So then I took my turn 
Oh all the things I've done 
And it was all yellow 

Your skin 
Oh yeah your skin and bones 
Turn into something beautiful 
D'you know you know I love you so 
You know I love you so 

I swam across 
I jumped across for you 
Oh all the things you do 
Cause you were all yellow 

I drew a line 
I drew a line for you 
Oh what a thing to do 
And it was all yellow 

Your skin 
Oh yeah your skin and bones 
Turn into something beautiful 
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry 
For you i bleed myself dry 

Its true look how they shine for you 
look how they shine for you 
look how they shine for you 
look how they shine for you 
look how they shine for you 
look how they shine 
look at the stars look how they shine for you 

Quelqu'un m'a dit

i notice this song as the soundtrack of 500 Days of Summer. lovely!

Coeur De Pirate - Corbeau

Joseph Vincent

I'm in love with this super sweet song........ and the singer ;)

If You Stay

I was standing on the other side

watching you leave and I,
couldn’t see you go

Know that I was so sincere
when I said I need you here
cause this is your home

You’re the one my everything
If you stay you’ll make me sing

I’ll give you my life
I’ll give you my heart
and nothing will ever come between us,
ever come between us tonight
I’ll show you the way, Just promise me that you’ll
Promise me that you’ll stay

When you’re with me I feel so alive
You’re the bonnie to my clyde
We can paint the town

But you’re so far (ohhh)
You’re so far (woah ohhh)
And that can’t even hold me down

You’re the one my everything
If you stay you’ll make me sing

I’ll give you my life
I’ll give you my heart
and nothing will ever come between us,
ever come between us tonight
I’ll show you the way, Just promise me that you’ll
Promise me that you’ll stay

And I know that our bond’s so true
You are to me as I am to you
And I know that we can sustain
even though we ain’t together
our love still remains

I’ll give you my life
I’ll give you my heart
and nothing will ever come between us,
ever come between us tonight
I’ll show you the way, Just promise me that you’ll
Promise me that you’ll stay