The night before Friday The 13th

This is the day when i have to make such a difficult decision. well, not that i have to decide on that day, but i choose to.
what is the reason to make others wait for nothing? hope for nothing? i think the sooner the better. because the answer will not be change for... now? i don't know. but what i feel that time, and thank God i still feel the same, and no regret so far.
he may think i am rude. but, believe me.. you will suffer more if i postpone my answer. :( 

yea. you're right. this is all about my lovelife. *sigh*

this guy is the same guy i ever mention on my blog before. he suddenly make a confession about his feelings. well, i just say... suddenly. i usually can predict it. but that time, i can't. 

i don't know what i feel that time. okay, i'm blushed, i'm happy, i'm... nervous. but on the other side, i feel sad. because i know thing won't be the same anymore... oh, how i enjoy the friendship before that. :( 

we're arrive at the decision that we'll forget that night. we'll be friend like before. but i think it's almost impossible. i don't know that's because of me or him. we just can't be like before.

but i think this is the best way for him. well, for me too.. maybe?

he can start to use his time on the other girl. and i? maybe will do the same.... no?

ahh.. lovelife...