someone

Have you ever feel that you will never find the right person to be with you in good and bad times? well, i did. I do ever feel desperate for who will be my future husband? who will be my future child's father? or will he a nice person? will he love me as i am? 

yayayaya.. sometimes, it's okay to be pathetic, no? 

well, tonight.. when i write this.. i do have someone, someone who can make me laugh out loud with his joke, with his attitude.. he can make me smile with his own way :) he sings for me.. he care of me.. 

this is a rare thing since my last relationship. 

Since my last relationship, i never open my heart again. i think all guy are the same. they just love and care for you for the first month, after that.. all you can see is just his real bad attitude. :(

But with this someone i know lately, i can feel his truly feelings :)